been working non-stop!
for the two weeks even on saturday and sunday hais!
good thing is my last day of work is on next wednesday!
and next thursday will be my first dental consultation with Dr Boey for my braces!
really hope i dun need to extract any teeth haisss.
wahaha so mei dun say i keep saying i want to make braces but nvr do ar.
now i going to do my first step!
but i guess she nvr read my blog already =S

anyway, sometimes i really envy of those people who can talk to anyone effortlessly.
i just find it really hard sometimes. hais.
i just want people to feel happy around me ; comfortable around me.
that's all i want. not any benefits.

i feel i'm really having low self-esteem and no confidence.
cause maybe i place too much emphasis on my negative thoughts.
yet, i can't think of any positive things about myself.
i hope one day i can really walk out of my 'shell'.

jiayou to myself!
and jiayou to people who are also fighting against these problems ><.